Stepmotherhood: A Paradox

To have a stepchild is to live in a world full of contradictions:

You should be involved and you should back off.

You should treat them as your own and you should not try to be a mother to them.

They are your child and they aren't your child.

In the world of stepparenting, I consider myself one of the lucky ones - I have an amazing relationship with my husband, who fully supports me in my role as a stepmom, and I have the most wonderful, hilarious, kind, freaking awesome stepdaughter who makes me laugh, shares her life with me, and gives me plenty of much-needed grace.

But despite all of my blessings, I still live within the stepmom paradox.

All stepmoms do.

We live in this world of in-betweens, where any action we take will be considered "the wrong one" by somebody.  Where giving ourselves distance and space will be considered negligent but bonding too much with the stepkids will be considered "trying to be something we're not."

And I'm sick of it.

I may not have a choice about the world I live in, but I do have a choice about how I live in the world.

I am a grown adult.  I have a kind, understanding spouse who loves his child more than anything.  Together, we get to decide how we shape our family.

I'm sorry, but no one else gets to be in on that choice.

We will do our best and we will figure it out and, you know what? Sometimes we will be wrong.  But the world doesn't get to choose for us.

I am so grateful for the women in my life who share their stories of stepmotherhood with me.  This is so important.  We need to be there for each other and the world needs to see that we are here and we are making our own way, thank you very much.

We have nothing to apologize for and we have every right to shape our families into what we feel will be right for everyone involved.

I get it.  I'm here for you.  I support you.

Keep on keepin' on, my friends.  The world will be better for it.

Hi, I'm Grady! Welcome to my blog :) A little about me? I'm a smitten newlywed and brand-new stepmom living in New Hampshire. My day job is boring on paper but great in real life (just like Dunder Mifflin!), and when I'm not working I love to spend time with my family, perform in or manage productions at the theatre, and eat ice cream while listening to yet another financial management podcast.  I write about my marriage, step-parenthood, and whatever else is going on.  Be sure to follow me on InstagramFacebookTwitter, and Pinterest, and subscribe to my blog!

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